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You know what I hate? Facebook pictures from the gorgeous stick thin relative. It makes me not want to attend Christmas. CHRISTMAS! GAH!

So here I am, hating everyone else because I'm fat. People suggest things, of course,
but I'm too busy with this excuse or that. We've all done that I'm sure. Some of us might even believe our own excuses.

However, in a determined attempt to no longer hate myself when I'm in public, I'm going to make this work. Not for the pretty supersoccer mom who posts twenty million pics about how amazing her life is. Not for the brothers in law who make fun of me behind my backs (or to my face on occasion). Not for the parents with their not so subtle hints and lifelong prodding (to which I must confess I partially am to blame. Who doesn't go out of their way to do the opposite of what parents tell you to do?).

I'm here for me.

Day 1
I get to eat cookies. :)
Husband is polishing off the remains of yesterday's pizza. MMmmmmm pizza smell.
BUT HARK. I have this yummy resotto that I can eat.

I hope its yummy, I haven't actually tried any of this food. I hope it doesn't taste like cardboard.  On the upside I did some cardio barre today. Will probably do some more in a bit. The DVD has an intro section that tired me out. INTRO to the BEGINNER workout. LOL. That's pretty lame. :< And yet that's where I'll be until the intro section doesn't tire me out.
HUZZAAH diet people!
-Kami

Published Fri, February 08, 2013 09:35 PM by Kami26
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randallrea said:
LOL, you crack me up! Yet, EVERYTHING you have said is sooooo me!!! Well, I am now in shape enough that I can actually make it past the warm up portion of the workout videos. You can do it & BOTH of us will love attending family get-togethers before summer is over!! :)
February 08, 2013 10:55 PM EST
aminabellydancer said:
Congrats on starting!! Love your blog! So full of humor. Sounds to me like you are into Ren Fest...especially the Huzzah remark : ) Sounds like you are in a good polace to start : )
February 08, 2013 11:49 PM EST
Doublel7 said:
Good for you!! I love the snarky wit! I am completely in the place you are describing and no longer want to be here. Unfortunately it is a deep dark hole that I'm going to have to work harder than I ever have in order to get out. I want to set a good example for my 6yr old(Kami, well Kamryn) and be able to keep up with her. But mostly because I want to be happy again. I just got my shipment of food today and plan on getting my fresh food this weekend to starton Monday. Woohoo! I wish you the best of luck Kami. We can do it! I look forward to more of your posts. :0)
February 09, 2013 12:08 AM EST
geekygamergal said:
I totally feel for you and I've definitely been there. The more I focused on myself, the more those things stopped mattering so much. Sure, the odd negative thought will creep in, but I've gained a ton of confidence during this journey. You'll find that the very people who've been annoying you or giving you crap are the people who will be MOST touched by your quest. You'll also have the confidence to tell your brothers in law to kindly "suck it" if they continue to be asses (if you haven't already). Do this for you! It will be the best gift you've ever received. :)
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February 09, 2013 05:58 AM EST