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Hate
You know what I hate? Facebook pictures from the gorgeous stick thin relative. It makes me not want to attend Christmas. CHRISTMAS! GAH!
So here I am, hating everyone else because I'm fat. People suggest things, of course, but I'm too busy with this excuse or that. We've all done that I'm sure. Some of us might even believe our own excuses.
However, in a determined attempt to no longer hate myself when I'm in public, I'm going to make this work. Not for the pretty supersoccer mom who posts twenty million pics about how amazing her life is. Not for the brothers in law who make fun of me behind my backs (or to my face on occasion). Not for the parents with their not so subtle hints and lifelong prodding (to which I must confess I partially am to blame. Who doesn't go out of their way to do the opposite of what parents tell you to do?).
I'm here for me.
Day 1 I get to eat cookies. :) Husband is polishing off the remains of yesterday's pizza. MMmmmmm pizza smell. BUT HARK. I have this yummy resotto that I can eat.
I hope its yummy, I haven't actually tried any of this food. I hope it doesn't taste like cardboard. On the upside I did some cardio barre today. Will probably do some more in a bit. The DVD has an intro section that tired me out. INTRO to the BEGINNER workout. LOL. That's pretty lame. :< And yet that's where I'll be until the intro section doesn't tire me out. HUZZAAH diet people! -Kami
Published Fri, February 08, 2013 09:35 PM by Kami26
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