First of all, I lost 4 lbs this week and it feels awesome!
The challenge I met this week is really recognizing that I have a problem. I've never had the issue of eating too much because I'm hungry. I eat too much because my mind is hungry. It's not so much mind over matter for me, I have to get my mind over my mind.
Late this week I was at school and I was 'hungry.' I thought, "Hmm, that's weird. Did I have all my power fuels and smart carbs? Yep. Then why would this day be any different?"
I realized I actually wasn't hungry at all, I was perfectly fine. I felt stressed. I'm not quite sure what exactly stressed me out, but that's because I'm so used to dealing with it by eating. I've always known that I am an emotional and a stress eater, but thanks to the program, I knew for a fact this time I wasn't hungry, because I wasn't hungry of the preceding days. Something else was wrong.
So I got a hot tea with lemon (because it is freezing up in NYC and I'm convinced I will get sick). The feeling passed.
I will work on recognizing fake out hunger. I think I see a lot of hot tea in my future. Also I think the lady at the Chinese bakery next to my school is getting a little pissed because I'm only buying tea but whatever, I don't have your awesome metabolism, but I am trying to learn your discipline.